am i done yet

counting down the days till i have peyton. I have a long way to go but i HATE being pregnant. i wish i could be one of those women who just love the whole experience , but me..... i hate it from the start to finish. I just want to have my baby in my arms now and stop feeling all these aches and pains! im such a grump! After i had madeline i was on a really good routine and lost a lot of weight and im so excited to wear cute cloths again! oh hurry and get here peyton( the picture is lame but it shows what my bellly looks like so far)

am i crazy or is it just jason

This is really random but last night haley fell fast asleep on the couch with out me having a chance to brush her teeth. Its happened before so i just get the safe to swallow tooth paste and do it while she is asleep. I tried to do it last night and jason was like "nooooo let the poor girl sleep". I argued my case for a while but in the end he talked me out of it....... untill he got in the shower! I just had to do it! I thought of all that she ate that day and it was eating away at me as fast as the sugar was eating at her teeth! Am i crazy or is it just jason?

making memories

AHH !.... the Christmas season is finally here and we are so excited. I want to rush out to the stores and buy 100 gifts that i know my kids wont pay any mind to but there is something magical about opening gifts on Christmas morning. so i decided instead of buying a ton of presents i will fill the season with memories and traditions. Our first tradition we came up with is to put the Christmas tree up the night of thanksgiving. Second we decided to pick out a special ornament for the tree. And since ive been baking more and more theses days we love to bake together. Haley always gets caught with her fingers in the bowl but its just the kid in her. I mean what kid doesnt like to lick the spoon. I am just so happy to have a beautiful family that i can make these beautiful memories with. Before i know it they will be grown and i want them to remember the traditions and fun we had because i know they wont remember the gifts